I'm proud of myself. I certainly do. I deserve credits for going this far. I've been through so much with both life & people whom constantly bring surprises, be it good or bad. Mistakes make me learn. When I learn, I gain experience and that's how I grow up. They say changes are inevitable, yes I can't deny that but if it's for a good course, why not? I'm glad with changes, it somehow bring me to the next level in life. Comparing myself now to back then, I'm so sure I've changed a lot for good. I'm ashamed of how wrong I can be towards myself. Truth is, I underestimated myself. I sure need to start having faith in myself.

Another thing is, Rejection. I don't get why people are so afraid of being rejected. Is it because they don't wanna hurt their pride or they don't have the balls to suck it up? Rejection is not one of my biggest fear. In fact I take that as a challenge & also as an answer as to where do I go next. Somehow it is like a motivation in disguise. I failed, get rejected, I move on to something better. Of course there's a price to pay. Probably that is one of the reason why people hate rejections, for the fear of being hurt. Too many times I faced rejection in life & up till now I still do but I'm just glad it happened because it serve as an opportunity to a new entrance.

xoxo, sue