Constantly, I'm at war with myself. It's like, there's a hater monster living in my body, eating my confidence up. I always looked down on myself, never feel good on how I was designed & rarely pay attention on things that I jolly well deserved. Yes, I'm still going through this low self-esteem shit about myself. It's getting harder and harder to get out of this shit-hole especially with the ugly society, who constantly put me at my lowest.

Shame on me for depending on this ugly society instead of believing in what God had created specially on me. I'm not gonna bother anymore on those who keep turning me down and making me feel like I'm not good enough.

xoxo, sue