     Sue, 19, fickle and whiny but yummy. Attach to loverboy Danial 030609 |
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Saturday, February 18, 2012 Faith
Last blogged @ 7:45 PM  I've always believe in 2 things: One-Sustenance comes from God. If it is meant for us, it will come to us in a blink of eyes but if it is not meant for us, no matter how hard we work for it, we will never get it. Two-God always want the best for his people. Eventhough at times we might face with rejection and failure, there is certainly a reason to it. He is saving the best for you because you deserve so much better that what you wanted to settle for. These 2 motto in life keep me going during my dark days and Alhamdulilah, God never fail to be there for me :) xoxo, sue
Wednesday, February 15, 2012 Sunday Night Love
Last blogged @ 8:29 PM     Right after work, the girls(Shafanilah, Nurul, Ella & Vanny) and I went over to Macs to have our dinner and pretty much chill. Before that we head down to scape's flea market but many stores are already closed by the time we reach there. Nevertheless, I had such a lovely night catching up with the girls. I have the most awesome girlfriends at work. I love everyone of them. They are the reasons I dragged my ass to work on my lazy days. Of course, it'll be better to have Vanessa around cos she's my closest girlfriend at work & I love working with her. Can't wait for more upcoming dates with the girls especially to Universal Studios & chalets! xoxo, sue
Sunday, February 12, 2012 Your voice is my remedy
Last blogged @ 11:51 PM  For the next 4 days, I won't be seeing Loverboy. Plus the 3 days ago which I haven't been seeing him, it's gonna sum up to a week of not meeting him. I feel sad. Firstly, I should be there for him especially after his operation. Secondly, I got no choice but to work my ass out for the entire week to recoup last week's lost. Thirdly, I feel terribly awful knowing that I can't juggle this 2 things. I'm such a terrible gf right? I miss him. I miss us. I miss those carefree times when we can almost go anywhere. Those moments when he's just 8 digits away from fetching me and bringing me from one place to another. I feel guilty. So guilty. I should be there for him, be his 'left hand' when he can't move that much. Instead, I'm busy working. I just feel like I need to support us for the time being so that he don't have to worry about our financial issues. Am I doing the right thing? xoxo, sue |